I'm not dead. Going through a transition in my life and there is nothing to talk about. Still subbing. Living paycheck to paycheck. Seeing where life takes me. Right now, I'm about to clean the house. I still read, just don't comment as much.

Talked on the phone for four hours last night with some Cali friends. I'll be heading out the way in June I suppose, depending on whether or not I'm working. Holla.

I have become so bitter towards church. It's not like I have ever really gone, but I am just so angry with Christians and Church and all sorts of things. I am so angry and I don't feel like anyone has the right to tell me how to live my life. The weird thing? No one HAS. But I guess my experience with the church I was working in just ruined it for ( Read more... )

Yesterday, my dad passed out in the shower. I was asleep and heard my mom run through the house and grab the phone, and I immediately leaped out of bed and ran to where she was. He was just laying there and barely breathing. He looked just like he had had another stroke. I almost died, and my brother began beating on the door at that moment. I let ( Read more... )

Wow. It's been two weeks. I haven't been called to sub. blah. I went to New Orleans and went to the insectarium and it was really awesome. I would absolutely love to live there, but my mom has always convinced me that I will get murdered going there. It took me forever to get over my fear and start going there to do fun things. lol. Lord. My mom ( Read more... )

Awesome weekend. Friday I went to the beach with two friends and we made a day of it. Our beaches here are absolutely disgusting and stink, so we went down to Alabama to Orange Beach. The water was FREEZING, but we played in it a bit. Saturday I went with my best friend, his mom and his four-year-old nephew to the hospital because his niece (who ( Read more... )

If sin were a cake, well, I'm hovering over the glass cake holder it's in, possibly touching the sides.

Last night my niece stayed over, and she was sleeping in my room with my mom and me. She wound up waking up at 3:00 a.m. because her throat was hurting, and when my mom turned on the tv, the old jackass movie was on and it was at the part where Chris Pontius is stripping. I was still half asleep and I heard my mom yelling, "What is this?!" Over ( Read more... )

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I really love subbing. I think I would love being a teacher, but something easy like P.E. or health. I don't want the stress of dealing with the state test and possibly getting fired, etc. I had applied for work through the job center and a social worker (case worker) position is open. It's probably 30 mins from my town, and the pay is only ( Read more... )