I'm going to be making some changes to my Livejournal soon. I'm going to start posting things that I've written down in my "real" journal. Mostly, I think it's the easiest way to get things off my chest and it's a good way for my friends to get to know who I really am ( Read more... )

Found you there in the blink of an eye ( Read more... )

Life seems to go in patterns. People make mistakes and claim to learn from them, but they really don't. People say they'll never do something, and then they do it. It happens over and over again. Same people, same things. This pattern fucking sucks ( Read more... )

obviously, i deleted my last entry. too many things happened because of it.

but if you want to read something really personally and get to know who i am, then you should read my new blog on myspace.

and i guess that's it.

soooo it's like two in the morning, and i just finished writing a song. i know i don't normally do this, but i think these lyrics are better than most of the other stuff i've ever come up with, so i figured i'd share it with you. you don't have to like it, but i'm open for suggestions ( Read more... )

People have been saying that I'm desperate for attention and that I'm just trying to get people to pity me. That's not what I'm trying to do at all. I can see where people might think that, but it's honestly not what I'm trying to do. So to avoid all confusion, I'll stop posting things like that altogether. I'll just keep all of those things to ( Read more... )

damn. i just don't know anymore. i've got so much on my mind, and i don't even know what to do about it. whenever i start thinking about it, i totally lose track of what i'm doing. i almost black out in a way. when i finally gain my senses, i'll be in a completely different room or i'll be wearing different clothes. today, i just got up and walked ( Read more... )

Just an update: There isn't going to be any drama. I was wrong.

I went to the Nickelback/Chevelle/Trapt concert with Ish and Chris on Friday. It was a lot of fun. If you want to know more, look here:
http://blog.myspace.com/freakingsqueaky

I have a feeling there's going to be some serious drama.
I have a feeling this drama is all my fault.
I have a feeling I've just lost a few friends.
I have a feeling I'll never be trusted again.
I have a feeling I don't want to be here anymore.

You know what's fucked up ( Read more... )