alright, so maybe i drew conclusions too fast. alysa doesn't really like that matt guy, and she really was telling the truth. disregard everything i said about her in the last entry. i'm an idiot.

oh, and i got a mandolin today! it's just great! hooray for good days!

i don't think today could've been any more fucked up. things haven't been that great lately, and i was hoping they'd get better during christmas break, but after today, i really don't want to face tomorrow. it sure would be nice to just die for a few days. maybe even a few weeks ( Read more... )

so today was amazing. well, i guess by today i mean yesterday. it's 3 in the morning, and i can't sleep. so i'll start by telling you from the start ( Read more... )

last night was supposed to be the opeth concert. i've been looking forward to it for soooo long. mike, ryan, and i were working out how we were gonna get there and what not, when i happened to look at their website. they cancled the show because they didn't have their working visas. they couldn't get in the country. I PAID $75 DOLLARS FOR THOSE ( Read more... )

tonight was supposed to be one of the most amazing nights of my life. i blew it. biiiiig surprise. marissa came over at about 1 or so tonight to see what it was like on my roof. i had this whole thing planned out where i was gonna make an amazing first impression and it was gonna be the shit. on the walk over to my house, i didn't say a word. when ( Read more... )

today was a good day. no reason why. it just was. i need more days like today. except i have an orchestra concert in two hours. gayyy. oh well. i like today.

oh, and i forgot to mention ( Read more... )

things were going good. i fucked them up. i always do this. fuck.
i'm decided i want to join the military. fuck.
these things were supposed to be positive. fuck.
i don't think i'm gonna make the deadline for video journalism. fuck.
just fuck.
fuck.

i'm actually feeling pretty good. school has been good, my friends are good, and there's just a whole lot of love ( Read more... )

Mike and I decided we're not gonna update our Livejournals as much anymore (not that I really do). I just don't feel like puting time into something that I know most people aren't gonna read. Whether people read it or not, I don't really care ( Read more... )