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I did it!! I got some of my friends back! I guess I was too busy thinking about what I could've done wrong rather than just talking to them, and it turns out I didn't do anything wrong. I'm relieved. Still, I thought I'd be feeling a lot better than this, but I still feel kinda empty. I dunno what I'm still missing ( Read more... )

I just got back from Minnesota today. It wasn't the best trip I've been on, but I still had fun. I'm glad to be home. Ever since we left, I've felt like shit. I'm not really sure why, I guess I've got a lot on my mind. I always have too much shit on my mind, but I just never do anything about it ( Read more... )

By the time you read this, I'll probably be on my way to or at minnesota. I'll be gone for about two weeks, so try not to miss me too much!

It's been a few weeks since I've done anything with this, so I guess I might as well update. D.C. was pretty fun as far as sightseeing went. We got stranded in Denver, which to me was pretty cool, but everybody else thought it sucked. Other than the sightseeing, though, I just didn't like it. Too many social issues that I had to deal with like ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I leave for Washington D.C. I'm a little excited, but now just isn't a good time for me to leave. I have some things to sort out and think about, but I'm gonna be surrounded by at least three other people at all times, so I really won't have my personal time. I guess I could keep a personal journal, but as most of you know, I don't really ( Read more... )

It's been an up and down past few weeks. On the bright side, Ish and I are friends again. I'm really glad, because I was really starting to miss that kid, and I was so pissed at myself for fucking things up between us. On the bad side, there's quite a few things. I don't know where to start or how much of it really matters, but I've got a lot on my ( Read more... )

Alrighty, I was bored, so I wrote a song. It's not that great, and I'm probably gonna throw it out like the rest of the songs I've written, but I just felt like sharing this one anyway. I don't suppose it's really about anybody in particular, it's just a song ( Read more... )

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meh, i've felt so shitty lately. it's a lot of thing i guess. i put way too much thought into everything. maybe if i didn't think so much, i'd be a happier person. for one thing, i feel like i'm annoying to a lot of people. they're people i love like crazy too, but i'm too afraid to talk to them now because i feel like i get on their nerves, and i ( Read more... )