I realized recently that I can't look people in the eyes. I just can't look at people's eyes if they're looking at me as well. When people speak, I look at their mouths. Whether they're my best friends or people who ask me questions at work. When girls walk past me, I meet their eyes for about three picoseconds before averting my eyes and ( Read more... )

You'll never say my name.
I'll never have occasion to say yours.

Don't fuss over spiders thrown.

So I satcheled up a bit. Could have been worse, but definitely could have been better.

I've spent the last two days trying to dream up a good metaphor for something, but it just hasn't come to me. I've never been the most imaginative person. I'd like to write something I could be proud of; (there it fucking is, Tamara) something more akin to poetry than prose, but first I need a good metaphor. Maybe in time. For now we'll just be ( Read more... )

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I had a discussion with a colleague tonight about my lifestyle. This discussion was spurred by my admission that I'm now abstaining from the consumption of caffeinated drinks. I wanted to perhaps get some feedback on the topic. Is Straight Edge dogmatic? Is the pursuit of an ideal that has a set of central tenets equivalent to the narcotic ( Read more... )

I can hear my lovely roommate/bro skeezy sobbing in the next room. I almost feel like crying myself. Not because I feel sad exactly, but I feel helpless. She's been so helpful and kind to me lately and I feel like there's nothing I can do for her in general, and right now in particular. I always want to fix things for people, but I never can.

Pictures from the Saturday night Labor Day/Ben's birthday cowboy party held at Flavor Country:


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It's been a bad few months for me, financially. School bills, medical bills, stolen wallet, and now the icing on the cake, I crashed my car today. So.
If any ladies would like to offer their sexual services in the name of charity, I'm like the United fucking Way here. Donations gladly accepted.

That goes double for Steve and/or Cody.

Something that disappoints me somewhat is the ease with which any average unskilled joe can stalk girls on the internet. It's just too easy now. Stalking girls used to be a rather difficult task that required some effort and interesting use of resources. Now, all you have to do is find someone, add them to your favorites on myspace, and bam! ( Read more... )