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The last two weeks or so have been fucking great. I am really not used to writting things like this ever, so its very difficult. But, I found something about myself that pisses me off, so the next part will come very easily ( Read more... )

...simply amazing...

Wow... More and more, I realize how much I like Lauren. It is so amazing. Honestly, it has to be the most mind blowing thing that is even in memorable history for me. Everything she does is just so well... cute. That is the only word for it. Even when she pretends to be mad, it can only bring a smile to my face ( Read more... )

Today wasn't really a bad day. It started off a bit annoying. I was woke up and told I had to work today. I figured I had to, but I really didn't want to. So I got up and went in ( Read more... )

I honestly do not know what it is... but almost anything she does makes me smile or laugh. It is well... incredible. Even doing somethign as stupid as putting her head under a blanket and refusing to watch commercials, is just, well... I don't know. I can't even think of words to describe it ( Read more... )

I don't know why, but for some reason, today sucked total dick. I just felt like garbage all day, emotionally anyways. I don't have much to say really other then that... and the fact that I have no idea why I felt the way I did. I am going to go to sleep. Hopefully I wont wake up untill thursday night, because that is when I get to see Lauren next.

Wow... I really don't know what to say. These last few days have been great. I really don't think I have ever felt this way about anyone... really ever. Most girls I like... its normally just some stupid physical attraction, and they have semi standable personalities. Which is kinda lame... but I never knew any better untill now ( Read more... )

Well today was odd as hell. I woke up at 5 fucking p fucking m. That is uncalled for. No one woke up me. I sleptfrom like 3:30 to 5:00. I don't know why, so don't ask me. I really wasn't too tired ( Read more... )

Well yeah things are great. I had an amazing day... after this past week from hell. All the shit that has happened was just stacking ontop of each other. It was such a releif to get a break from it all ( Read more... )