Well to be perfectly honest not a lot has happened in the last couple days. And, to be 100% honest I have tried really hard to avoid updating my livejournal. Whenever I do I really start to think about things. Thinking leads to feelings, feelings lead to either depression or being happy. I am perfectly content being the inbetween, of nothingness. ( Read more... )

I wrote this fucking incredible entry and the fucking livejournal site lost it.

I'm mad, lets leave it at that.

Well like I said so many times in my life. If something looks like it will work out nicely for me... it will only fuck me in the ass instead. This isn't entirely the case, but it might as well be. This last week has really not been good for me. All of my friends are either really caught up in school, or severely disapointed me at some point along ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this lately for reasons I am not really too sure about. For some reason I just haven't done it. Not much has been going on though. Jenna has had a busy week so we hardly hung out at all. We did tuesday night though, they suckered me into watching the 10 Spot with then on tuesdays. It's not too bad, I got to see Jenna tuesday night ( Read more... )

Last night was fucking terrible. It started off great. I took Jenna out to dinner, which was interesting. She is still just as fun to hang out with as when I first met her ( Read more... )

Special Note: Originally this was a friends only entry. But recent events have decided me to change it to completely public. The person I am refering to is named Donna... She has proved to me in these last few days that I would find more of a friend in a piece of molding solidified shit then I was able to find in her in the last few months. I hope ( Read more... )

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Well today seemed very productive even though I really don't think I did that much. I think its more the medication that makes me feel this way. But, I went into Hot Topic to hang out with Josh for a bit. That went well, a good waste of an hour before I got to hang out with Jenna ( Read more... )

ANyways as I said earlier I quit Giant. I feel so fucking good, but at thesame time I need to bitch about something ( Read more... )

Anyways I saw my Crazy Person Doctor yesterday. I've realized at times I really do get depressed. The only emotion I feel when I get that way is well... I don't feel anything I'm pretty much empty inside which sucks. The only way I know to rememdy that is well... I know two, but one is to just get mad. That always makes it so I don't feel that way ( Read more... )