i missed 3 days of work this week cause i was sick with a nasty cold went to the dr. on friday and he told me there wasnt something i can take to kill what i have that it will eventually pass... he did give me some cough med with codeine in it so it help me sleep at night... so today i was actually feeling alot better and even went to the gym again ( Read more... )

being sick really suck... i dont know the last time i really been sick with a cold... i got it a couple days ago...i woke up this morning feeling like crap coughing and chest really sore and drained... i still went to work this morning for a couple hours i could call in at 5am and leave the guy (who is disabled) that i help get up and ready for his ( Read more... )

hi all dont know who is reading this... i know i hardly ever post but what is going on with me is not a whole lot. i work quite often. my job is working and dealing with people who have development disabilities... its going alright i like my job. i am however lonely and not as depressed as i have been in the past although... i am in alright health ( Read more... )

i heard from my DMV hearing in the mail on sat when i got home from work. i am excited to say that according to the dmv my liscense isnt suspended due to no evidence of proof driving had happened since i was passed out drunk parked at my apt complex. now i am hoping that the DUI charge will be completely dismissed and be very fortunate. on my part ( Read more... )

i know i hardly ever post so i guess this just letting everyone know what is up with me.... i been busy working my 2 jobs, i got charged with a DUI on may 30 waiting to hear if i lose my liscense next week. i going to try and post more maybe it can help my depression of being lonely and having not many friends i talk to see or hang out with. maybe ( Read more... )

You may ask me three questions, no matter how personal, dirty, or strange, and I will answer them honestly. However, if you ask, you must repost this in your journal so others may ask you...

i know i dont update this too often.. but my holidays was spent working as usual not that i had anything to do or fam... since i got kicked out where i was in tn a year ago i am now in california with nothing but my car.. where i been homeless a couple times moved assaulted and had my car stolen... times i do wish i was dead...i do go from hi to ( Read more... )

i guess its mean i been comtemplating on writing more often in hear hoping that it will help but i never do...anyways i am still depressed and wish my life was over...the thing is that the person i most care about in the world i keep fucking things up with and do believe things are over..i really wish my life is over... i try and sacrifice all i ( Read more... )

to anyone that it matters... i really dont know what is wrong with me... i have no friends no life and no one who cares and wants to love me... i am so sick and tired of being lonely ...i thought i had found someone who wanted me or wanted to be with me only to find out that she doesnt want me to come see her...i really wish to be dead cause i am ( Read more... )