He's a month and 4 days old.

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Hello cool breeze and hello jackets and hoodies and shivers ( Read more... )

It's all mirror, mirror on the wall because beauty is power the same way money is power the same way a gun is power.

Post Secret has a blog on myspace that does a thing every saturday.
Lately they've started a round of " text secrets " and I'm interested.
I put my number out there for everyone to pour themselves onto me.
I found three numbers in Arizona that I considered texting, but I dont know if I'll do it or not. I think I'd rather just send my secret in.

I feel like there is so much to do.
And I'll be the first to say, I'm so unmotivated.

When I know there are things to do, I always get ready to do them, and then decide not to. I'm the worst at procrastination.

This really needs to change, and I'm trying to work on it. I just need the motivation to do it.

FUCK.

I'm anxious to see the doctor ( Read more... )

Maybe the last entry was inappropriate ( Read more... )

fuck.

I've been feeling sick a lot lately.
I've been having bad abdominal pains.
I haven't been eating a whole lot lately.
I've been so tired these last few days.

and I'm late.

I've been re-reading old entries, and its a life I don't remember.
A life I've devoted so much of myself to, and now, when I read some of my old entries, I feel sick and disgusted with how I've acted and things that I've said.

I'm thinking about getting a new LJ.
I'll let you know when and what I decide to do.