Never thought this would happen.  But am i talking about U...or me?

The final issue, #24, of J. Michael Straczynski's RISING STARS came out 2-day. i haven't read it yet. i don't want 2. i don't want it 2 B over, but i've known all along that they would all die and the story would end. i've known all along... But i must read it. i must also have a box of tissues near-by. Maybe i'll wait until every1 is asleep ( Read more... )

DAVID: The night i realized i'd lost Sarah, i put my service revolver 2 my head. At that moment, i believed in everything he (the Other Man aka the devil?) said. i believed it would never get any better and then... Then a friend called, and asked if i wanted 2 go 2 a Dodgers game on Saturday. Can U imagine? i had the receiver in 1 hand and my ( Read more... )

It has recently come 2 my attention that things i have written R causing a bit of a controversy. What follows R a few excerpts of the "offending material ( Read more... )

"And let it B known that i immediately began giving that piece of wood a sound thrashing ( Read more... )

Conversation #1 ( Read more... )

So, anyway, i just got a phone call ( Read more... )

i am a waste. i am a complete failure, a complete idiot, a complete nothing. Y did i not realize this sooner? The things that make me "perfect" R the things that make me vulnerable. There R many things that i no longer believe in. i should have realized that long ago. But instead, i forced myself 2 learn the same lessons over and over again ( Read more... )

i feel so sick. As always. i am so sick of everyone always telling me how wonderful and perfect i am. Their lies only make it worse. Of course, maybe that's their intention. They're all against me. They tear me apart, piece by piece, but they do not let me die. They fade away 4 a while...things start 2 look better...and then they return ( Read more... )

"The Deepest Of All Hearts" - My Dying Bride ( Read more... )