being that i am on maternity leave/disability i have free time on my hands ( Read more... )

im back, almost 5 months pregnant, happy and tired as shit. hii! LOL. so, i guess i decided to come back for some off the wall reason unknown to myself... who knows how long itll last though. heh ( Read more... )

i am now completely healed. a few scars from the pox but overall not too bad. its a trip to look at my throat and not see big ass tonsils in the way nowadays ( Read more... )

been ghost for awhile, this i know... so right about now i am utterly and completely miserable!!! why you ask? well let me just put it out there-- tuesday i got my tonsils taken out, so i have a sore throat and an ear infection. thursday i started my period; which means back aches and cramps. lastnight i left lovely kaiser urgent care with ( Read more... )

i think this lj has already served its purpose. not that i am completely cutting it off, but it has and will continue to be neglected. im just not even home enough to try and keep up. but since im already here and typing now, heres a summary of the current with me ( Read more... )

damn. i had my first overnight stay in the hospital this weekend. was horrible and unexpected all i wanted was to be able to swallow my own damn spit, but damnit urgent care turned into lab work and then to emergency which lead me to being admitted into the hospital saturday. great isnt it!? yeh. my biggest fear; needles. how many times did i ( Read more... )

so this here, just doesnt seem to be of any importance to me anymore. well only when i have absolutely nothing better to do... however, since there are a few ppl who read this piece of shit to semi-keep up with me and mine, i will ramble ( Read more... )

so it has been quite awhile since i have even bothered to get on the puter... a lot has gone on, still i dont have the energy to get into it all, but in short; here we go ( Read more... )

so im a lil better, but not really. shit is still botherin me. i purposely ignored like 7 phonecalls from nese yesterday and lastnight. i didnt respond to her text. i wasnt in the mood to go over there and i definately didnt feel like listening to her stories about levi. so i just basically blew her off all together and she knows it. then i ( Read more... )

so i have been a lil depressed. neh basically has a man now and although i still see her, its different. it really sucks. maybe bc its not the guy previously mentioned (sonny) instead its this cat levi that is just not someone i can see her with and i dunno i hope she isnt just settling bc the situation is deeper than that. grr! i wish it was ( Read more... )