saturday night/sunday morning was quite interesting ( Read more... )

omen. it is crazy how my emotions overpower me. i left class early because i just couldnt focus, was thinking entirely too hard about something, that in the end turned out to not be true. so i came home and finally got around to almost catching up with my online course. i ended up at nese's and i felt better. i studied over there for awhile ( Read more... )

its funny, after i get to know ppl and i say i have a brother, they trip out. no one ever knows because we dont get along and never really have. we live under the same roof yet only see each other like once a week if that and we speak like.... once a month!? LOL. seriously though, i love him, but him and i just dont click and we never have. we ( Read more... )

so it has been a minute since i bothered posting on here. i have been trying to get into a better studying routine, but i swear; it never fails. for whatever reason, blackboard.com is down and i cannot log in to even check on shit for my online class. the professor is an asshole too man. i love how i email him and i am madd courteous and i get ( Read more... )

i think i had somewhat of a breakdown tonight ( Read more... )

so i had a lovely weekend!  well saturday night was real cool.  we went to sai's first anniversary bash and it was madd nice.  we danced all night long, literally.  i almost fell out by the time it was 2:15am.  i even uploaded pics... omg! LOL  well they are not the best quality bc i didnt bring my cam, nese had a disposable so i had to scan these ( Read more... )

im tired.  very very.  but sleep doesnt come easy, not lately anyhow.  i cant fall asleep until the wee hours of the morning and can ever seem to get up anytime before noon without feeling weak.  its crazy.  kinda sucks too.

i swear we never have much to do on fridays, so we ended up shooting pool (not i  lol).  i just danced around to all the bob ( Read more... )

i have felt pretty shitty for the last couple of days; this is the once a month bitching and complaining about being a female. grr ( Read more... )

i swear being without a job is taking a toll on me, not just financially but i think i enjoy this shit too much lol.  i never take my ass to sleep until late/early? yeh.  i just got home from my aiga's pad and had madd fun.  i love them yo.

scill is such a good person, but yo its fucked up how twisted she is.  i listen to her talk about her man ( Read more... )

i have got so much to do and although i have no job at the moment, i cant seem to find enough time to get everything done. i think i am just slackin. yeh that IS what it IS! i have too much fun chillen and doing other things. i swear by midnight neh is delirious, fred drinks and gets crazy dingy-goofy and well shit, we have good times ( Read more... )