i hate the heat. it fuckin sucks big cock! i fell asleep at neh's today for all of 23 minutes and woke up in just about a puddle of my own sweat. gross. man im like go the fuck away ( Read more... )

got damn it is H-O-T! been like this all day. didnt wake up until... 12:45 this afternoon, but shit i would have slept longer, if the weather would have permitted. so i got up and boo was next door so we chilled and shot the shit for a minute and then i called over to my second home to check on neh... she was gone to break her back at work. ( Read more... )

damn yo...  so we went out tonight, uhm lastnight!?  it was... *sigh* aight.  at first we were tripped out bc there was nothing but old ass folks.  then everyone (except me) got shit face drunk and we had fun for the most part.  it was the first time neh got drunk like that.  man oh man.  i hadda play babysitter, designated driver, and ref.  shit i ( Read more... )

i have had one of the longest mornings of my life...

been up since about 6am and only had a few hours of sleep.  so i was sleeping over at my second home, tone had to get up for work, nina and baby woke me up.  the kids got up and cartoons were on.  titai, scilla, and i went to the donut shop.  in the mix of everything scilla found some shit that ( Read more... )

so maybe it has come to a hault. im not sad, not anything... it just has me thinkin madd hard. either way, im glad i met him and whatnot. he's very different. he speaks proper, hes not cold, but at the same time not too warm either. i know hes got his share of issues, we got a lil into it, but i dont think its going to go much further. thats ( Read more... )

damn yo, no matter how many times i tell myself that i shouldnt, that something is not right, blah blah blah, i fail myself every damn time... hadda drive around and just think for awhile. i almost wanted to force myself to cry bc this shit is eatin at me. i really need to simmer down and catch some chill. man oh man ( Read more... )

so in a nutshell; school is kickin my ass BIG time, friday is my last day at work, i need to find a part-time gig, im drained, eh.

polisci alone requires on average, 120 pgs of read a weak.  first test is next week, only three weeks into the semester.

work has done nothing but stress me out and piss me the fuck off.  so i q-u-i-t!  friday is my ( Read more... )

i am so fuckin overwhelmed! omg... school is ALREADY kickin my ass, yo. i have these gotdamn anxious feeling about work, about having enough time in the day to juggle everything. its so frustrating. being out of school for just a semester and a half really fucked me up! geez. i am about to explode! *breathe* okay really that chat session ( Read more... )

i like lookin at you love, your easy on the eyes.  i wish i could live my lies.  like they say what goes around, comes around...  what i had wasnt what i found, i always dug you, no matter how it sounds.  i kicked dirt at your name, out of spite, hurt.  it was all wrong and now we flirt.  madd apologies to you and yours, deep remorse.  i know the ( Read more... )

*sigh* damn yo i am fucked.  my emotions got me on a path i am not willing to follow.  i guess it was inevitable...  it sucks nonetheless!  man oh man.  i know its just a spur of the moment thing, my lonliness kickin in, a lil "crush".  but its all bad.  it cant happened, it wont.  im not willing to risk something so valuable for a fling, but yo ( Read more... )