windows down listening to the music that made us feel infinite. damn that old feeling. something is stopping me from getting where i need to be. the last three years i have felt every time i grow up a little bit. but this one thing hasnt ever changed. everything else has. but this one thing. and its the only thing i've ever asked to change. i know ( Read more... )

weirded out.
what was that about?
life.
fucking insane.
i'm insane.
tight.
the get up kids.
i'm high.

i'm happier today than i have been in a while. i like life. i like where i'm at. i'm not worrying about anything. like boys or money. fuck em all. i'm just gonna live life happy. tomorrow i will make a happy day. i am going to wake up in the best fucking mood and stay that way all day. hell maybe i'll just stay high all day so i will stay in a good ( Read more... )

i forgot who i was the other night. i forgot i had a family and i thought i would always be lost. my brain wouldnt stop moving and i didnt stop thinking about the shittest things in the world. i lost reality for about 3 hours. i was scared. i'm still scared. i never want to have that feeling again. drugs are bad ( Read more... )

altering your mind to make your thinking process better. indeed ( Read more... )

i'm only missing one thing. but other than that i'm happy.
and its the only thing i've always been missing.

i have to leave for an interview in 30 minutes, getting a second job. going to work my ass off now. dance dance. having money is the best feeling ever. cause i'm broke. getting 40 hours this week but going on my paycheck, no cash flow ( Read more... )

getting drunk at the lake.

sitting in my room.

going to bed.

passing the fuck out.

getting up at 7.

smoking a j.

going to work.

high.

counting inventory.

fucking up.

too high to function.

doing classroom.

teaching dumbfucks.

going to camerons.

watching mitch hedburg.

laughing.

love life.

not.

somedays you regret things more than you ever have. today is that day for me. robust eyebrows, that is also me.

i leave for florida tomorrow. wtf! be tomorrow now.

so i'm a fuck up ( Read more... )