i'm tight.

i'm about to go see zach at work. oh yeh!

beer is tight.

oh yeh!

pevans would agree.

oh yeh!

listening to harry potter V.

oh yeh!

dancing.

bitch.

driving.

hard.

oh hey!

cameron is sleeping on my bed. i cant go to sleep so i'm not sleeping. wish i could though. thinking about what happened with pevans today. told him to call me jokingly and he was like 'i dont have your number' then i was like get it from rachael. so let's see if he does. i betting not. i just want to hang out with him. jeez. life's weird beau. ( Read more... )

what if an asteroid hit the earth ( Read more... )

outside on my balcony ( Read more... )

i'm up to number 4. not 5, 4. things are getting better.

i'm changing my life starting next week.

summer of determination.

making money. moving in with robert. best thing i could ever do. paying off bills. living life easy. love living.

i'm actually sad about it. on the last day i get sad. didnt think it would really come. she's the only person who can get me out of a bad mood. i'm going to miss her.

i love.....
beautiful.
i think about....
that one boy.
i sing....
all the time.
i dance....
when no ones home.
i'm content...
just driving alone in my car.
i sleep....
alone.
i think....
i love it that way.
i am....
lucky when it comes to living.
i will...
die happy.
i won't...
die standing up.
i am....
going to bed.
goodnight.

fuck, shits changed. i fucking see who loves me. i see the selfish dicks who dont see anything but themselves. going through life fucking hurting people for no reason. everyone knows now. and they still love me. honestly shits got better. i dont think about anything anymore. nothing bothers me. i fucking put myself out there for a guy. first time ( Read more... )

fuck.

i made $96 today at work. bitch what?

retha is truely amazing!!!