just drive. dont say a word. it all means the same. every breath. every look you give. so just drive.

yeh so in my dads apartment i can get wireless. that rules. and i live with him again. it makes me sad to think i wont be going home anymore tho. that is once again my home. but my relationship with my mom will be better. and i'm going to get my shit together and go to school and become the person i am. going to school sounds good. being happy ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

I can't stand to think about, a heart so big it hurts like hell oh my god i gave my best but for three whole years to end ( Read more... )

Did you know, my sweet
That I once took the liberty of watching you in your sleep?
I rolled over and over
Trying to touch your knees underneath the sheets

i slept alot today. i ate alot too. last thing i ate was disgusting. so i dont feel like eating for the rest of my life right now. i think i'm going to play tomba on playstation alot tonight. like for the rest of the night. play tomba and get as far as i can. once i started playing it last night i knew i would be on it for the next few days. i have ( Read more... )

i got alot of shit to lay in bed and think about...myself mainly. i see things different now then i did 5 or 6 months ago. i was still striving to be a kid then, i really need to grow the fuck up. i've realized i cant stay 16 and in the 10th grade forever. i just hate change, with a passion. i hate people changing around me, and their morals and ( Read more... )

sometimes i just wanna be somewhere yet cant ( Read more... )

late nights in the park ( Read more... )

so paul's having a halloween party on the 29th at his house. and everyone is invited i believe. your not only if i tell you your not.