My mind is nothing by a mess these days.

[perfect_mayhem]

It's musty and doesn't feel like home anymore, even though Im told its supposed to.
"Nothing's changing-you're still always welcome here."
If only I felt welcome.

My key doesn't even fir in the lock right anymore.
I think the whole house has shifted-moved a little to the left, maybe.
Or maybe my heart just shifted-a whole ten minutes away from this hell

Comments

[wakinghearts]

Aw hun! SOrry such a bad day...hang in there, when things suck the worst, there's only one way it can go and that's up :)
Your writing has inspired me to write more thoughtful journals.

[perfect_mayhem]

I hope your right, things couldnt possibly get worse, right? Aw :) thanks. Im glad my writing has inspired something in someone. Cant wait to read your new journals!