Falling behind and falling out of love.

[perfect_mayhem]

Crushed berries and the sea were her only pastes.
She wanted it to be as natural as possible.
Watercolors dripped across the canvas, taking the shape of the sunrise over the mountains.

She did it all from memory.
Just as she had in every other creation.

" You need to learn the difference between memories and reality."

She closed her eyes against the

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[lifeacid]

I ate, too, so I don't know if that five day fast is the eating/fasting that you were referring to, but I'm starting fresh tomorrow morning and going until Tuesday. Did you write the part on top? Because it really is all amazing. If you're not already a professional writer, you really could be. But, I really feel like I understand a lot of what you're saying in your posts. About wanting to want to change, but not liking it enough to really follow through on the efforts it requires, as well as not wanting to be fake. I don't know. Maybe I'm wrong. But think thin and stay strong. I'll be fasting, and I'd like to talk to you about it if you're going to be trying again, too.

[perfect_mayhem]

Hello :) Don't worry, Ill start fresh with you tomorrow and go until Tuesday. No problem. We can do this together, I have no worries. Yes, I did write the part on top. I start all of my entries with some of my writing. Some new, some old-but all very close to me nonetheless. Read some previous entries if you want, to read some more of my stuff. Im a bo-bo professional writer. Not that many awards, and the paychecks aren't that big. It's my passion though, and Im glad I can share it with you and everyone else who reads my entries. Im also glad that you can relate to me, Its hard to come by that these days. Of course we can keep in touch during this fast, ill check in with you atleast once everyday. No worries love :) Stay strong and think thin! Tomorrow is the start to a new beginning for us!

[wakinghearts]

You just wrote my past few days! Why is it that depressed feelings and obsession of food comes so naturally, yet we must force a smile to get us through the day without too many judgements?!
My thoughts are with you. I'm always here too love!
xoxo

[perfect_mayhem]

Of course I wrote on your last few entries! I try to read and comment everyday, let you know that Im always here and stuff. That's how you for friendships, right? We are on the same wave length about the food obsessions and judgements. It's crazy.