The days of the week are starting to blur together...

[perfect_mayhem]

-But you're bleeding on my guardian angel.

It's one sadistic step for mankind.
One giant leap for this brown-eyed apparation.
He earned my love in a stainless-steel promise.
Made somewhere between my elbow and my wrist.

-Don't make me go any deeper.

What have we done?
How much security is afforded by stained carpets, and an unlocked door?
I can't love

Comments

[lifeacid]

Thanks so much. I've actually lost two pounds in the past two days so I guess I'm doing better than I thought. Just the smallest amount of food feels like so much, you know? And if you need to talk to anybody about drugs, as well as anything else, I'm here free of judgment. I actually think I might know exactly how you feel when it comes to substance 'abuse,' because so much of what you said in this entry is identical to what I've written in poetry and said to my best friend. "I could understand if I wanted to get clean... but sadly, i don't." "It's not like I'm an addict." "So I like drugs, what's it to (you)?" Seriously. Losing track of the days, too. I wrote a poem a couple months ago, and what you wrote reminds me of the first stanza.
"I lose track of the days and weeks
"Getting lost in drugs and sleep
I struggle to remember all these things
When they happened and what's happening."
It's not the best I've written but do you see the connection? Ha. This is a long comment. Good luck on everything, think thin, and keep in touch. <3.

[perfect_mayhem]

I know exactly what you mean by every little piece of food feeling like its weighing you down. Congrats on losing 2 pounds, I think my body is retaining the liquid that im consuming. I have barely lost half a pound. Im hoping to reach 4 by the end of the week. It shouldnt be too hard, if I can stay on track. I feel a binge coming but im starting a 7 day liquid fast tomorrow. I definately see the connection, and Im glad there is someone out there that knows what Im feeling. Don't ever talk down about your writing. Even if it isn't your best its something you wrote and were willing to share with me. And that means a lot. Thank you. Think thin, and keep in touch as well <3

[wakinghearts]

Be safe hun! I'm here if you need anything. Sometimes we all need a few blurry weekends in our lives to save us from the pain that lays beneath.
xx

[perfect_mayhem]

Thanks dear :) Im always here if you need anyone as well. Hang in there, and think thin!