SUP I'M HECKA COMING HOME TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!

miss you bitches!!!

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and i do not want to be a rose//i do not wish to be pale pink//but flower scarlet, flower gold//and have no thorns to distance mei'm leaving tomorrow for something i've never known. and it's easy to sit here and be a bitch to my mom because i'm scared of leaving. and staying home tonight is growing in its appeal because then i won't have to say ( Read more... )

BEST WEEK EVER.

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lovelovelovelovelove it bitches.

never mind. i'm not over being over people. most everyone is fucking stupid and i want to slap their faces.

i'm over being over everyone. i'm sorry for putting people on hold without letting them know and i'm trying to fix it now. my house is turning into a home. i'm lying on a new friend's bed writing this right now. stage four was declared last night. today i was told i have attitude. i want people to come over and see my new room. i love jose and adam ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )

i hate that in the end, i come out as the bad guy. as though it's easy to witness your dearest friend slip again. as though taking her to the hospital that night wasn't the hardest thing i've ever had to do. as though it's not an epic kind of worry where it's begins to hurt to breathe ( Read more... )

and sometimes, when you do the things you love, you have to be okay with getting your prom dress a little dirty.

it's so strange to see the way things progress; last year eisley was obscure and now their playing in nordstroms and on hbo. and i'm filling out housing papers for sacramento tonight. and i'm watching my house get emptier and emptier. but nothing really feels like change, does it? because i still can't commit any feeling to next year and i haven't ( Read more... )

today i discovered two sentences in a book that completely encompass my entire life revolving around my honest mistake. it was strangely comforting. <3