you know, it's so much easier to be in a relationship with someone who you can depend on to constantly disappoint you when you know you're moving away in four monthes. and it's so much easier to not call the people you love the best and to be awful to everyone who's nice to you and to sit and listen to the same sad song over and over.

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i'm tired of being angsty. and whiney.

(sorry.)

"I JUST GET NERVOUS AROUND people that i dont knowwww and esp i got nervous around you cause your ernest's best friend and i wanted you to like meeeeeeeeeeeee."

who does that?!?! who fucking sends myspace messages trying to clarify things?!?!?!?!? sdjvgfbklshgbdlkfhvgb

PEOPLE ARE SO RETARDED.

it's 11:11 so make a wish. and dear boy, i used to always wish for you. but now i just wish for a good day because i am whiney and confused it's been awhile since i've had one of those.

she screamed about betrayal and i just want to move out.

i don't give a damn about you or this town no more

you're my baby
you're just another girl

and i guess sometimes, we just feel ordinary.

i'm sorry i'm so whiny all the time. especially about him. i really love my friends. ♥

at this very moment, i am purely content. despite everything that i whine about and despite a boy that i only miss when he is not here, i am happy. i love the people i spend my time with. i love spitting pearls at passing cars and i love conferences and merry christmas and i love my husband and i love my dad and i fucking love fab4. i'm failing ( Read more... )

watch the windows lose the steam you lovingly create // watch yourself evaporate

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stories end as stories start when dealing with a crimson heart // when dealing with a boy who spilled his green into my yellow and it's making me feel really blue

"I know a planet where there is a certain red-faced gentleman. He has never smelled a flower. He has never looked at a star. He has never loved any one. He has never done anything in his life but add up figures. And all day he says over and over, just like you: 'I am busy with matters of consequence!' And that makes him swell up with pride. But he ( Read more... )