... and psychedelic mushrooms ( Read more... )

Part of me gets this feeling I should've just stayed away. This place isn't for you anymore ( Read more... )

When someone who crappily cut you out of their life suddenly sees you and says "hi" like it's a normal day ( Read more... )

I moved into my own apartment in January ( Read more... )

I found out last week that the spots I started seeing are not, in fact, the result of a brain tumor, a problematic blood vessel, or any other sort of brain emergency that may kill me in the near future. Just seein' spots now. Which is kinda not so bad in the grand scheme of things, because as I told my doctor, the spots alone do not really bother ( Read more... )

I lost my wallet with my ID. I am getting a very expired one shipped to me, and have a photo-copy of my lost one... but turns out that is not good enough to travel. I have to also fill out a lost/stolen police report to get on Amtrak. I spent a few hours on the phone, and cried out of frustration. And it sucked to cry. I just wanted everything ( Read more... )

So, I'm in Seattle. Trying to get centered ( Read more... )

I keep fluctuating among sadness, anxiety and apathy. I still have the ability to put on a good face at moments. I can get cognitively okay at times. And just think about something, and know that I would like it if I could feel pleasure right now. So that's at least something. I did start sleeping again, but it's a kind of depressed sleep ( Read more... )

I got my last injection on Thursday. It was an easy one. Took 20 seconds, and I was out. I was walking on one day earlier than the second injection. It's still just a little sore, but I am generally doing okay. I think it will be one more week until it really cools down. And then I'll test it out a bit more.

I got my injections. They were rough during... I somehow used them as an excuse to not do anything, because they made it so hard to walk. I think most people who have seen me recently are wise to the fact that I stopped sleeping and eating due to some odd medication changes. I started taking one that suppressed my appetite and kept me up, and I ( Read more... )