I am heading back to Japan in 9 days! I cannot believe how after all this time (3 years) I am finally going back. It doesn't feel real yet. Partly because in those 9 days i have 3 finals to take. Which is a shame really, since I have zero desire to study for them. I am utterly consumed by excitment and preperation for Japan ( Read more... )

Not sure If I updated about this or not, but I am engaged:) Gavin proposed during our cruise last december in front of a packed theater on christmas night. So now we are trying to plan a wedding. Only problem being, we have no idea what we want. one minute we want a big wedding in south florida with everyone weve ever met. the next second we want a ( Read more... )

Hey Livejournal,

long time no talk. well I thought I would just get over the anxiety and start writing in here again. But as I have to leave for Japanese class in 4 minutes this will just be a quick hello. More to come later, if I can muster up the energy to write in here after 3 hours of intensive Japanese....Let's hope so!

I havn't really been able to bring myself to write anything on here in a long time. Everytime i log on and see the update about Bastain it just hurts. But a year later I have healed emensly. I can now talk about and reminise about him. Gavin and I got a new puppy about a year ago. His name is Dexter. He is a "blue" chihuahua. He is so sweet and ( Read more... )

Bastian died today

Last night I went up to Cityplace with Sam, Selena and Gavin and a bunch of Gavin's South African friends. I met Lionel for the first time, who, up until this point was the most talked about of all Gavin's friends. What a dissapointment there! The guy is a jerk. He was mean to me, disresectful to Gavin and rude to my sister and Selena. Poo on that ( Read more... )

I am currently in South Carolina playing dog sitter to my sister's dog. Christopher, my nephew, is having kidney surgery so I was nice enough to come up here and spend the week alone in their house and watch the dog. So far so good, his surgery seems to have gone well and I have managed not to perish from bored in the last 3 days alone. I have two ( Read more... )

I got a new phone finally after three years with my little crappy thing! Its a Htc Wing, very cool, I am updating on it right now. I have never had a phone that can do so much before :] I can go online on my phone, who knew how useful that could be. but I think best of all is a can actually transcribe all this on here as well as text messages and ( Read more... )

I went camping this weekend at Lion Country Safari! Gavin and I rented a cabin for Friday. After work on Friday he swung by my house and picked me up (along with me 3 bags of stuff) and we started out on our adventure. We stopped at publics to buy food to grill for dinner and then we got on the road up to west palm. There was quite a bit of traffic ( Read more... )

i <3 Gavin. I have never felt so strongly about someone so quickly. And that is funny, since sexual we moved so slow. Today is exactly 4 weeks since our first date. Is it weird that I already feel like I love him? Although I am not really sure I even know what love is. I just feel overwhelming happyness being with him and when he smiles at me, I ( Read more... )