Well i havent written in here for a while... so i thought i would. Well not a whole lot of exciting things have happened... all that I've been doing is hanging out with Marcelo and Dan.. playing video games... getting applications again... hanging out with Karla an aweful lot. Thinking about the future a whole lot lately. College, Work, Karla, ( Read more... )

Oh my fucking God! I could not explain the feelings i had with karla today... it was one of the best days though... just intensely ecstatic~! She's the only girl for me! I LOVE HER SO VERY FUCKING MUCH! *sigh*... she's the ONE for me... she's the one i see in my future.. she's the greatest thing ever to walk this Earth... It's all about her! * ( Read more... )

As my good friend Marcelo said, "Too much thinking isn't good, It's bad.".. and i been thinking pretty much all day... and i aint got the happiest thoughts in my head now... Wow Marcelo was right on that one. *sigh*

i just dont get women... but i love karla more than anything in this world... but yet she totally baffles me sometimes... oh well whatever. goodbye sober day~!

Well today was Valentines Day... and well... it wasnt the greatest thus far... infact id say its down right shitty and i disliked the whole thing. Karla told me that she wanted her present at school so she could carry it around and show it off... well after 2nd period she just shoved it in her locker... the balloon was too annoying she said.. so ( Read more... )

wow... the day that final destination 3 comes out... i barely miss dying by about 3 feet... some crazy shit... im fucking lucky to be here right now but all that matters to karla is that i fucked up... *sigh*.. whatever... im just going to go sleep my day away becuz i dont like today... so im going to do the cowardly thing and just avoid today as a ( Read more... )

Well the day has been overall a good day... and i especially liked seeing Karla.. i can never get enough of her... sheesh... i love her so much. She really is my rapture... my happiness... she makes me, me. She's like my everything. Id be lost without her no doubt. *sigh*.. but yea i was sorta disappointed when she said she didnt think she was ( Read more... )

FUCK! God damnit... how could i fuck up anymore... i have no clue what i was thinking last night. I was late 6 minutes already to meet Jesse at the ditch so i tell her im tired and i take off and sit around for 50 minutes cuz jesse got caught sneaking out and john ditched everyone and Chris just then drives by me and so i call him back and we all ( Read more... )

I hate school... things dont seem to be the best... i dunno.. maybe just today. John is a complete fuck hole too. He's bailing on me on the Smash Bro's Tournament... he'd rather hang out with his slut girlfriend. Well when he's retarded with Luke and Colton and they shoot that full tank of propane... i hope it blows up in his face.

I feel like Im a disappointment to Karla. I feel like a disappointment to my parents. I feel like a disappointment to my friends. I feel like i am just one big disappointment to everyone incorporated with me... I feel like shit... a worthless walking piece of shit....