hmmm.. well me and karla have had some disagreements lately but HEY! Its all good now so no worries. I love her. Ummm last night we had a grill at Nick's... it was great fun! lol and then i grilled some just for Karla and i brought that over and gave it to her and me and her went looking for Foxy Lady's tanning salon and watched Transporter 2 ( Read more... )

Well lets recap on everything that has happened for about a week. After hanging out with Karla Wednesday night/early morning... i stayed up for 2 days... no drugs or nothing.. just stayed up... played lots of everquest and talked to Karla a lot... didnt talk to Ashley at all until like 11:00 that night. But earlier in the day i had hung out with ( Read more... )

And this is one of those many times that ive felt like ending my worthless croocked piece of shit douche bag life. I hate myself.. i hate people. im in general a rather hateful person.

Well.. last night after getting off i got a phone call from karla and me and here argued and cried... yes i cried too. I couldnt believe it. And yea... it was the most open ive ever seen either of us... yea ( Read more... )

well meeting the parents was awkard lol... i went over and the whole family was sitting in the living room. I said hello and introduced myself. then they all left somewhere and it was just me and ashley's friends and ashley. It was kool... i got to show who i was... they even said "Wow you're a real cool guy!" so hahh i felt like it went good ( Read more... )

Well i met my girlfriend parents today after dinner... i'll tell the rest of the story when i get back... Joey and Ivan are waiting for me.

*deep sigh*... well im not a happy camper at the moment. I fucking got stood up by my girlfriend, Ashley, already. The fuck is that huh? Back at like 1:00 in the afternoon... "im going to take a shower and put on my make up and get ready and everything i'll give you a call when im ready and then you can come meet my family."... fucking 6:00 im ( Read more... )

Well i wont lie... for the past couple days i have felt a tremendous amount of sorrow, grief, guilt, and maybe even a tad regret... but i decided id take a risk there wasnt much else for me to do. So i started talking to Marcelo.. and well at first he had me really thinking bad on myself... i felt that if there was a god.. he certainly had taken a ( Read more... )

Well ive had a rather layed back day lol... at 10:30 i woke up and i called Ashley like i promised the night before.. i didnt think she was going to wake up lol.. we talked all night and yea... we were both tired at the end.. but i stuck to my promise and called her when i woke up. She didnt answer instead her sister let me know that she was still ( Read more... )

Well... today was interesting.. i woke up and read comments from AIM i had gotten until my brother took the internet... so i read them and thought about them... and then layed in bed for a while longer... i got up and did yard work for a lil bit thinking stuff over still. And then when i came back in the internet was free so i went on and talked ( Read more... )