I am reading On Beauty which has refuelled my fascination and obsession with Zadie Smith. Which is bizarre as I find she primarily writes about being 'black'. In the sense that she identifies with and portrays some kind of blackculture in her writing playing on stereotypes and some generalisations which I cannot relate to as I forget daily what ( Read more... )

Whoa, who feels yucky? What a dirrty night. In amongst my marathon dancing, silly flirting with everyone including myself probably and general childish drunkardness, i stumbled upon a realisation. I now know who Him is and I would just like to only be his postmodern girl all the time.

You can have a photo now, because you knows you're all nosey.


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I am home. For the next month that's where I'll be, no trasping all over corners of the city for jobs or internships, no more holidays for  awhile eiether. No more distractions apart from alcohol and London at night. I'm not sure how I feel about that prospect, I seem to want to avoid being home when I'm here, spend as little time in these four ( Read more... )

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I need to get my self out of this box, gosh its heinous. I sleep, work, walk, catch trains, eat yucky food and chat on the phone. That really isn't real life, well it may be for some but I cant take it. I need some free time so I can get some perspective. I just think about the same things and suddenly I'm swept away. It was good when everything ( Read more... )

Crazy/beautiful couple of days.

I have managed to get a postsecret rss feed to my frends page which gladdens me and I saw lots of tennis players today which does other things  to me.

I really love the River.

I said I wasn't going to post but yeh I lie but mainly I've been forced to. Like a performing seal eh. Yesterday was weird, i saw Simon from beginning of the year which called a wholesale review of the past 10 months and a recounting of the many mistakes I have made.I regret lots of things but maybe it took them all to arrive at this place now. ( Read more... )

I advertised my room for while I'm in Denmark and this Spanish postgrad called Marc emailed about it. One I nearly had a fit and second Thea' s going to have fit, she should dump Derek now, haha

Really not long until I go home, I really wanna go to the Fringe, any takers, anywhere?

Bisses

This shall be the last of my frequent updates I think, I shall be preoccupied with Maree and mebbe visits from the siblings plus lovely Bristol summer life. I shall be distracted, distracted all summer I hope ( Read more... )

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