i mean like...in general i'm really hurting. and shocked and dissappointed, and what have you. i feel like i'm backed into a fucking corner with no options, and i don't think i really deserve it. i'm sick of being in the waiting position in so many different ways and getting fucked over or overlooked. i know i shouldn't/can't take all this shit ( Read more... )

!!!!

i'm excited that everything is kind of starting right now. or even if not starting, i have at least started the process and it's all a bunch of waiting (which admittedly makes me a little nervous), like there are possibilities. i mean i think i'm hopeful about general life?

"just when i thought i was out they drag me back in!"

i'm feeling really anti-social recently. just disinterested.
uh slash i'm a legal adult in 2 weeks?

camp is over. good byes are so bizarre. i'm home. so much to do.

yeah so after math this morning i'm so done.
reasons why this is awesome:
1) obvi
2) SUMMER.
3) camp, aka.
4) ERWIN'S HOUSE PARTAY. word.

i'm really excited for the weekend and hoping to consolidate things...and yes this will remain cryptic OMGZ LOL!!!! cuz i dont need to elaborate...i dont think ( Read more... )

promising update today slash possibly happy things.
IM CONFUSED slash need direction

such a bad weekend. partic saturday.