I Heart Brittany, very very very very very very very very much. There is no one else i want.

im a loser baby so why dont you kill me?

the only person i care about says im not doing good enough. heh.

I'm so awesome cuz I"m going to update Eddie's journal and finally it'll be just as cool as mine ( Read more... )

I'm an idiot.
Girls are dumb.
Atleast this time no one fucked my brother. heh.
it still hurts as bad as i remember.

i cant help but feel like something was ripped from me.
i cant help but miss her :( :( :(

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i need to be happy.

This weekend was an interesting one i spose, i was without my brittany way tooo much, stupid jobs. i had a pretty good weekend, last night was pretty awesome as well as today. i spent time with my brittany and im so happy when brittany is with me :) I heart her. things are going good, i need a job pretty bad but oh well, ill get one eventually. my ( Read more... )

im scared. i dont think im doing anything right. im scared im not going to succeed in life. i feel like a loser. it isnt one thinkg that causes me to feel like this, but many things. i feel all alone sometimes, and thats quite possibly the scariest thing ever. im more scared then ive ever been. i need to do something right. heh.

So yesterday was absolutely amazing. it started off me and brittany not attending spanish or cooking and us hanging out in the desert for a little while. then we went to school and took some random ass test in psychology. i was pretty high i aint gonna lie. then we went to the rest of school without leaving anymore...which is kind of strange. Well ( Read more... )