Psychic TV ‡ Just Like Arcadia
The Punishment of Luxury ‡ Obsession
The Prunes ‡ Whiskey in the Wound
Protokoll ‡ Sunken
Public Image Limited ‡ Rise
Primal Scream ‡ Loaded
Père Ubu ‡ Modern Dance

so i said i was going to buy myself things. i did. i didn't make it to Hermès, but i feel better just the same. there's something about penetrating one's bank account with capitalist lube and no condom that feels so wrong in all the right ways ( Read more... )

what an awful day. i haven't uttered one word yet since i woke up this morning. it's a good thing that my professors don't cold call me anymore because they know i'll just spit out an answer, and nobody learns that way because all but 3 people in my class are total stupids. but i wore my t-shirt with hot air balloons on it to make myself feel ( Read more... )

i feel like a lesbian when i look at my black orchid. it's just SO vaginal. it even has that weird luster thing going on. i'll be the first to admit that i am queer, but i'm still not sure if i'm okay with thinking this flower is beautiful. but i like that i'll have to learn to be okay with it. i feel like it should smell like rotting flesh like a ( Read more... )

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we are swiftly approaching that time of year to acquire all sorts of coveted possessions in the name of jesus. my mother asked me what i want. i said i would love a macbook and a nice camera. i don't know which one she'll choose. what i do know is i'll buy myself some expensive vanity products at séphora and maybe an hermès dark purple silk scarf ( Read more... )

i haven't taken one single photograph in a long time. i feel like a very large part of me is being consumed by books and stress. and it's some other large part that isn't my boobs. i'm 22 years old and i'm not experiencing anything besides the insides of law books and the boston subway system. i don't have the time or energy to enjoy any facet of ( Read more... )

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I have far too many prescription medications. O the hazards of having a psychiatrist in contemporary American society! They feel no reservations writing prescriptions. All I had to do to get amphetamine was ask nicely. it's a bit disconcerting that I legally have access to a controlled substance so easily. To put it in full perspective, it's speed ( Read more... )