Mom and Dad may have a rough night. Mom is in a manic mood, but she is also out of touch with reality; putting a slice of meat in the toaster, using floor cleaner to wash the dishes (I stopped the machine before it could flood the kitchen with bubbles), leaving a sponge in the freezer, pouring a glass full of ice and apple juice, than pouring it ( Read more... )

A few notes ( Read more... )

My new schedule is completely out of whack. Hours spent cleaning, assembling furniture for my parents, watching over Mom, and rearranging things are hours I lose to job hunt, to read, and to...something else. At least I've got my laptop almost running alright and I've almost assembled a new family new desk having almost successfully disassembling ( Read more... )

1) I need to work harder on my bad habits ( Read more... )

I know I've messed up friendships because of systematic mistakes and errors on my part. This week I lost a dear friend. It sinks in, I feel horrible, and then I relive that sinking in moment all over again later on as if it just then hit. I don't know if its because of a refusal to move on, or because she's remained friends with people who've ( Read more... )

I bought most of my fathers gifts yesterday and today. I've got a couple more in mind. I hope mom likes her gifts (Persepolis, Juno, and a wheeled bag she can store her sewing stuff in ( Read more... )

I'm visiting New Mexico. Josette is graduating. I regret missing Sabrina's graduation. There's a lot more to say, I feel so tired though. Very tired.

I have a lot to say ( Read more... )

Sabrina and I haven't talked in over a month. We had a fight and she wont talk to me. Since then I've returned to some bad habits, particularly by staying up late and whatnot. I've also taken up a new hobby, fencing. I have a lot to say, but I'm not sure where to start.

I've got my first lecture part-way done ( Read more... )