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It is offically closing as of Tuesday... I wish i'd have gotten a call or something to let me know of what the FUCKING SHIT IS GOING ON.. so... yep.. FML

what do we think about when we arn't thinking? Words flow freely as we continue our daily lives. When nothing else, I tune in just to hear the radio of my mind. Erratic and uncontrolled. Thoughts, ideas, intellectual proses, memories, emotions ( Read more... )

I just woke up covered in blood.... Its official, I hate everything about my life

When will I figure out its never happening? Soon or later i'll be in such a bad place that it won't even matter anymore

I want to be happy. I want shit to fucking work out. Tonight settles the fact that I am novelty. Being invited out but then missing out because of people being fucking shit. I am trying to be happy. I am trying to get the fuck over this depression. I want to be miserable because its so much easier then trying to be happy and fuck shit happens. FUCK ( Read more... )

Just can't stay, it keeps coming back

I've lost everything and ruined everything. This is just how i've always been. I always do whatever I can because I'd rather be in misery then actually happy and have that be ruined.. Cutting to the chase so to say. My major problem. This has got to change and i will change it. I have to ( Read more... )

yep, stuff and such and whatnot. There are somethings i need to work on personally and I feel like.. I dunno anymore. At least I got some support and I cannot lose anymore.. Startin from the bottom again and having to take a new path.

Just incase you were wondering where all the posts have gone ( Read more... )