I've come to realize I'm more of a loner than I thought.  I can't stand to be around people for more than an hour before I feel the need to get away from them and be by myself.  This has included close friends both in person and online.  It's not that I don't want to talk to people online, it's just most of the people I talk to online have the same ( Read more... )

GAH....*DOH*  *Smacks head ( Read more... )

Sometimes you just need a good place to vent, I forgot all about this site, and I definitely need it right now to vent ( Read more... )

So I leave Monday for the desert for 4 months.  I'm thoroughly not excited about it...I'm stressed out, depressed, worried, lonely.  I just want to be around people I know right now and I can't.  I'm almost at a lower point right now than I was before I even joined.  I know it's not gonna suck that bad once we get there and get settled in, but ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've posted in this...uh, I'm pretty sure the only friends I have on here already know about me and what I've been up to lately...Um, haha, I think the last time I wrote in this was late 2005.  Quite a bit has changed since then.  I joined the Air Force, ha, yay!  I guess...Hope to see some friends I haven't seen in probably ( Read more... )

tonight was absolutely great...I thought, man, this party will suck because everyone is drinking and I'm not...wrong. I had so much fun getting my "groove" on and laughing at the drunks. Those people are the reason I don't/won't drink. This one guy pulled me too him, leaned in my ear, and said, "uuggghhh." That was it, he was soo drunk he ( Read more... )

Well, today I had to get up early, and go to work at 3:00 p.m. It was terrible, cause we all know I sleep in until at least 3 or 4 in the evening. It wouldn't have been so bad if I wasn't working dish, and on top of that I was training someone. So the night is going pretty slow and its not too bad, but then I find out the guy I'm training has to ( Read more... )

<---------You see that sporty little car to the left happily saying hi to you? Well, he's no longer in the family. I'm quite sad to say that I had nothing but her to trade in on my new car. Neon, please don't hate me, think of it as a step up to a newer, fresher you. Your brethren would be proud, afterall, he's sportier, faster, and has cooler ( Read more... )

wow, there is no describing what happened tonight...you seriously had to be there...to all you people who think i'm boring, unexciting, etc...get me outta my shell and you'll see who I really am. I'm really only shy around people I dont know too well or have feelings for...But tonight...wow...Once I was out...gosh, i dont even want to type it on ( Read more... )

DOOD! THERE ARE ONLY 30 DAYS IN JUNE???!!!?!? WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN? DID I NOT GET THE MEMO?? man, i coulda swore there were 31 days in this month...shows how much I know I guess...Oh, I think I seriously injured my arm crowdsurfing and falling on that fat guys head...my left arm hurts soooo bad, to the point where I cant even turn the steering ( Read more... )