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last night i went to le pub. danced as usual and got very drunk. i once again used my phone to send stupid text messages, i think i'll leave it at home next week ( Read more... )

i feel...

angry . selfish . sad . happy . loved . alone . stupid . content . confused

sort it out phil...

today was a day of thought, reflection. i thoguht and realised certain things. these thigns have sunk in and hit me like a tonne of bricks. stuff ive not wanted to know, or maybe i should say believe? but now its there, it hurts like hell. and theres nothing i can do

today someone i know took a blade to their wrists. it happened in school and the news spread like wildfire ( Read more... )

everynight my household errupts into screaming and crying. me sat there blamed for the thoughtless, indecent, unessasery acts of others.
my mother hates me. i was asleep. i didnt know friends could be that cruel. now i live in hell. ive just been asked to move out. thank you so much. thank you for thinking of just yourselves.

trust it seems is hard to give these days. the opposite to what you want is always done. i was used and left to be alone ( Read more... )

im trying to protect my own heart. but it can't stay that way.
the person i care so to much about is pointless.
im in a battle, that i don't have to lose but i can never win.

im protecting an already hurting heart. i need to learn to let go.
in this situation i cant get what i want, and althoguh that kills me, its true.

i hate myself for this

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so went to le pub last. me and kayleigh caught the train from cardiff ( Read more... )