And then I went and got so old.

i know i had intended to let this thing die a quiet, painless death, but i suppose everything deserves a short dying spasm and jerk. i just need to vent too much. i just had probably the worst birthday ever, except that really pretty sad one last year wherein the only person who remembered it was jenna (whom i love). i don't really know what i ( Read more... )

i'm just so fucking tired. i want to go home. i didn't think it was going to be easy, but i didn't think it was going to be this hard. in hindsight, there was no reason for me to expect it to be anything better than high school...i guess i just hoped it would be. i want to go home.

maybe it's still too early to say this, but it's october 1st and i really want to transfer.

to whom it may concern ( Read more... )

wow.....so soon! i'm whigging out here. dunno what i'm going to do about that. does anyone want to have a little fiesta on thursday for my last day in seattle (and washington and the west coast)? i'd like that. or i could sit in the dark and be anti-social, i'm really good at doing that as well. anyway...i'll miss (most) of you. and never see (some ( Read more... )

leaving for maine in one week. freaking crazy, if you ask me.

25 New Ivies
The nation's elite colleges these days include more than Harvard, Yale and Princeton. Why? It's the tough competition for all the top students. That means a range of schools are getting fresh bragging rights.

Colby College
Waterville, Maine
Back in 1871, Colby became the first all-male college in New England to admit women. Since then, ( Read more... )

my new baby laptop came today, complete with a cute delivery guy. his (the computer) name is klaus and he is beautiful and stupendous. this is exciting. he's super shiny and once i figure out how to get all my music onto him, he'll be perfect. i've also (through some clever sleuthing, because colby doesn't feel that i'm good enough to be told) ( Read more... )

today was my last day at meadowbrook. even if i have to go back next summer, it doesn't matter. this means so much to me. it's been a lot easier there with the staff the way it was, and mostly just working saturdays with adam....but wow. that place has defined my existence for so long. not only defined, but straight up killed things i loved. i know ( Read more... )