The days are going by so fast... sometimes it's hard to believe how much time has gone.It's like things are just zooming by leaving me to wonder what just happened. It's hard to grasp the big things and so easy to miss the small ones. Friends are changing, both for the better and the worse. I wish i could keep up with them, but people change and we ( Read more... )

Well it's been awhile, and nothing has changed all that much.I'm just sitting here in the glow of my monitor and headphones listening to french pop rock of all things. But i can't seem to stop listening to it, it's very happy accept for a few songs. *Shrugs* i like it.

Unfortunately things have not gotten much better, they tend seem like they are ( Read more... )

There's this knot in my stomach, every time i want to get going, maybe it's fear, maybe it's something else. Disbelief, possibly. I can't really help but avoid the big things that seem to be bearing down on me. I was feeling super good yesterday.... then something unbelievably improbable happened and something i've been avoiding like a plague ( Read more... )

Ive been MIA to pretty much everyone and everything other then my immediate location for the past couple of weeks. Knowingly of this and yet unable to really change it is the problem.

Ive been thinking of all the wrong things and none of the right ones, a possible reason is because i dont know what the right ones are. Ive lost many things the past ( Read more... )

i dontthink i'll get around to that other post anytime soon if at all. I actually had a good b-day weekend so thx it really wouldn't have been anything different if it weren't for you ( Read more... )

I started writing a long post the other night to explain the previous post. But i got side tracked and will get back it it later hopefully ( Read more... )

I started writing a long post the other night to explain the previous post. But i got side tracked and will get back it it later hopefully ( Read more... )

Its so late and here i am again ready to write a novel of sorts but may not get there due to all how tired i am right now. So coles notes version of things ( Read more... )

3 days left, it's hard to imagine. I'm not sure what's next here. I'll actually have a diploma of some sort, be certified and trained in something. I'm not really excited at all, i'm more anxious, and regretful. Anxious because it's hard to believe that i'll be done and where do i go next... also i decided to postpone my journeyman i'm not in the ( Read more... )

The past week has been a major gong show at school mostly. Anything that could go wrong has gone wrong. From being in a group with an excruciatingly painfully incompetent fool, to burning my face with steam it was not a good week.

I've just about given up on any sort of advances because i'm not that guy , although i really really wish i was. Which ( Read more... )