Well seeing as i've slept all day, i'm awake now... sorta, i feel super tired. And as i typed that i yawned. Yeah... i should sleep soon , operative word there is should. *sigh*

So i guess much has happened the past week. But i think i'll give the "Coles Notes Version"

1. Repeat performance with less but more at the same time has made things very ( Read more... )

Im in a writing mood, like those i used to get so often. I already did write something elsewhere. But how can i neglect my faithful livejournal.  I can't help but think how melodramatic i can be after skimming my previous post. But in my defense i have a right to be, you have no idea.

I was just watching Save the last dance on tv in hopes that i ( Read more... )

Tonight's one of those nights that everything just hits you, the weight of the world seems to have just fallen on my chest making it hard to breathe. And i dont think my ventollen(sp?) will really help for this kind of breathlessness. Just one of those nights that you almost lost all hope, the ones you cant help but know why everything is not going ( Read more... )

As tired as i am right now i'll attempt to put together something coherent... this is a good start.

I think the meletonin has just hit me... *yawns* oh well i'll keep going seeing as how long it's been since i actually posted anything.

It's been a month full of alot of either stress or anger... and knowing me you'd know that i try to be laid back ( Read more... )

It seems i write in week interval nowadays. Meh... painter is finally gone, well has been for a good 4 days. Cleaning is going very very slowly. And all my stuff must stay down here until my floor is done... and i have no idea when that'll be. Oh well at least i have my bed... oh sweet sweet bed. But yeah i've been catching up on my sleep which is ( Read more... )

oh wow, i cant believe how tired i am right now. I Can smell paint fumes, oh paint fumes i will not miss your smell. *yawns* the big red couch has been my bed the past week... it has not been a good week for sleep. It was finethe first couple of days then disaster strikes. *yawns* And no sleep ensues. And as tired as i am right now i cant sleep. I ( Read more... )

i dont really know what to say, but i need something to vent about. And there is alot to vent about. But the main theme here is that i am unhappy with most things around me and life in general. I'm scared of far too many things. And i cant seem to change anything no matter how hard i try. i want to be able to pull a 180 on everything, but it's just ( Read more... )

Its been awhile since i last wrote in here so i figure its about time for an update.  I'm not sure what to say really, but as vagues as i can be trip was great, it was much needed and had fun ( Read more... )

Well seeing as i haven't written anything substantial in a week and even then not so substantial i figure there's no better time then now. Seeing as i have yet to start packing or getting anything together i have much to do tomorrow. I think i'v e bought everything i need for the summer apart for some flip flops or sandals, i've never really been ( Read more... )

Well i can actually say i've hit a bottom, not a terribly depression bottom, but an exhausted i can't do anything today bottom. I'm so tired... and i just can't sleep. Getting 4 hours of "good" sleep a night for the past 3 weeks had started to get to me. As much as i want to be productive 3 of the last 4 days i didn't have it in me. Today was by ( Read more... )