I literally have the worst headache I can remember right now....I'm at work and I have another hour and a half to go.....

Life is ugly.

Ok, so as I'm driving down the road, I get a call from Brenda saying she's been in a car accident. I didn't know my heart could jump that many times per second. She's ok, but the car needs some work. I wasn't expecting a rollarcoaster ride without any food in my stomach. C'est la vie, I guess...

I'm bored to death here. Everyone's on vacation and I'm working my ass off to proudly proclaim I have 7.74 in the bank. I hate money. No, I love money. Oh fuck I don't know which one.....

Today is Brenda's birthday. She's 18. I took her to the airport this morning. She's spending the week in Seattle. Now I'm left alone....it's gonna be a long week...

So. It's been months, I know. Not that everyone checks this all the time, but I'm updating. So, here are a few facts I guess that have changed since last we talked ( Read more... )

So I just got back from chillin with Brenda...I really don't like relaying what has happened in details in my personal, personal life via the internet so I'm gonna keep this a little vague, but I'd like some feedback here. We went to an art gallery this evening and she bought a piece that I helped her pick out. We had a good time looking at all ( Read more... )

Brenda and I broke up last saturday, so a week ago today. It's probably for the better although it kicked off a series of unfortunate events that I can hopfully overcome and eventually get out of this funk. Far too much has occured this past week for me to relay to you all, mostly because I've told the story far too many times to those around me ( Read more... )

It's strange how things always seem so amplified at night. I don't know if it's because there are less distractions at night, the cool air, the fact that you're probably alone....it could be any of these things, but your problems or your paradises seem to magnify to their highest exponent. I just got back from my thinking spot, this cliff up in ( Read more... )

So Brenda took me to a car show today with her friend Chris. 'Twas fun...I wanted to steal a few of those babies...school is running me down; I'm tired earlier and I don't even work very hard at it. Oh well...I guess I'm just proving to myself that I'm not a morning person and every morning I have to relearn that. so yeah I guess that's it for ( Read more... )