Previous Parts: I, II, III, IV, V, VI, VII, VIIII originally intended this to be the last part, but it got so long I decided it was better to split it in half. So there are now TEN parts to Day 1
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The only answer I have to that question is that at the time it was happening I was so intimidated and confused by the emotional attacks and hypocrisy-- and still so unable to see the situation clearly from inability to step away from it-- that I could not think straight. Had I actually been aware of exactly how much wrongness there was here, and not simply feeling really uncomfortable and averse to everything, I probably WOULD have torn her a new one. Alas.
No rage-face to share, but... oh my gosh, this is somehow going to lead into a RP log anyway? If it weren't for how manipulative she was and how exhausted she had already made you, I wouldn't believe it could further than this!
Remember back at the beginning of these rants when you made that snark about how this RP experience was looking a little non-con in its own right? You were more on the mark than you may have realized at the time. She emotionally bullied me into RPing with her in spite of the fact I'd told her I didn't want to.
Oh wow. If I had a rage face, I'd share it with you. It is pretty appalling to realize after the fact that you've been manipulated like that. :( What a piece of work this girl is.
I am going to have to remember the phrase "literary dildo on legs", though. XD That is awesome.
Fft, thank you. I considered "plot device" to be too flattering. At least with one of those the character's actions are doing something to forward the storyline. This is just "Hm. I think I want to RP the character this way now. OKAY *WRITES IT TO BE SO*"
All lovely XD Thank you. I especially like that massive group facepalm. So appropriate. And that last one is putting great fantasies in my head of what I'd like to go back in time and do.
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The only answer I have to that question is that at the time it was happening I was so intimidated and confused by the emotional attacks and hypocrisy-- and still so unable to see the situation clearly from inability to step away from it-- that I could not think straight. Had I actually been aware of exactly how much wrongness there was here, and not simply feeling really uncomfortable and averse to everything, I probably WOULD have torn her a new one. Alas.
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I'm glad, an yet kind of disappointed that I've never had anything like this. The worst I had was that Youji from Nihon Made XD;
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I am going to have to remember the phrase "literary dildo on legs", though. XD That is awesome.
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Fft, thank you. I considered "plot device" to be too flattering. At least with one of those the character's actions are doing something to forward the storyline. This is just "Hm. I think I want to RP the character this way now. OKAY *WRITES IT TO BE SO*"
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