It's been 4 years since my last post. Freeeeaky.  Reading what I wrote before is a trip. Since acid and genetics have eaten away at my memory, I do not remember who I was 4 years ago, aside from reading the post. I like her. Funny.  But I guess it's time to write something because I want to tell someone something, but not sure if it's fair to ( Read more... )

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what's wrong with self mutilation? Isn't it like getting a tatoo, burning, or cutting?

I think I aged 30 years this month. So many crazy things have happened and still most things are the same in my head. I go home this weekend to see my family. Because of this I obsess with my image. Everytime I walk past my reflection I check again, is my face really that fat? Damn, what's the point in that. I can't wait for summer when the ( Read more... )

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curtains! ugh.

whoa I am totally in sac town hanging out with dan's parents. I feel so american. It's weird when that happens. I think I need a boba cure. Hee hee just kidding. watched dan play violin and baseball when he was 7. What ( Read more... )

I overcame the great beast of stage frieght. I took him by the horns and castrated that bitch....in riverside! Even with many technical problems I totally did it and rocked out as hard as I could. What I have definately learned is mics suck and are sooooo lamely constraining. Hurrah to a journey towards superhuman! On sunday will be another ( Read more... )

I will be playing my first solo shows EVER in history, dear lord ( Read more... )

why do I cry when I am happy? Why do the dreams persist while I live life ( Read more... )