Why doesn't Josh just like me? Okay, I'm in debt, but he can help me with that. I'll work on paying those off and he can allow me one bra a month, the reduce it. Something like that. But, I have nice bras, I have nice things. I'm a hard worker (for the most part ( Read more... )

I officially hate my job. I got called a bitch for not letting Surfer Dude watch a YRV movie. I also got called a bitch for not liking Sarah and then I had to work with her. I simply told Josh that she thought he was weird. That's what he gets ( Read more... )

I'm so sad right now. My vagina stinks and I took a shower and I don't even have sex. I know, random. But, I'm once again alone for valentine's day. I feel like the bad guy all the time. I don't think my medicine is working anymore, OR my period is starting soon. I just started crying today. I don't know why. Josh told me that i was too emotional ( Read more... )

what do you do when you have so much love for someone and there's not a damn thing in the world that you can do about it? I have liked Josh for what seems like forever and I can't control it anymore. I want to get over him so bad. So many new guys have come into my life, and I can't be with them. It could be that I'm stuck on him. I don't want to ( Read more... )

So, Crystal Cobb is now married and having a baby. I just got to thinking that I really don't want to meet anymore guys. I like Josh and I don't want any other guy. I know it's really sad. But, I think I'm just going to stop looking. If I happen to find someone else while I'm like smothering him, then so be it. If not, I guess I'll just have to be ( Read more... )

Tonight, Josh pissed me off so bad. I don't know what's wrong with him. He has the WORST mood swings. I understand he thinks I don't work hard, but I feel like I don't have to when he's there and that's his fault. It really hurts me when I upset him. He never tells me, he just randomly blurts it out one day. I went to work and crossed my arms and ( Read more... )

So, last Thursday, I got to work and Josh and Libby were waiting for me. She ran up to me and started licking me. Josh was clean shaven and had jeans on. I told him that I'd never seen him in jeans before about a month ago. I thought he had forgotten about it. Saturday, we went to dinner and I was like I was so surprised/happy to see you in jeans. ( Read more... )

i talked to Wanda yesterday and she was telling me all this bad stuff about liking Josh. I've been thinking about it and maybe he really is supposed to be a friend. He's such a loser. He's really nice though. I've never had a friend like him before. I have his ps3 right now. Chris is really an asshole to me. Josh only talks to me because I sell. ( Read more... )

I don't know if I should quit to get over Josh, or if I should stay. He doesn't even care about me. He just likes that I sell. I don't even like selling anymore because you have to rip people off. We fought a lot today. He even told me that I wasn't a good worker, just a good seller. As if he's perfect. It's fucking blockbuster. He says he hates it ( Read more... )

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