My mother is driving me bonkers. I don't really know what it is about her, and allow me to sound totally cliche here for a second, but she doesn't understand me. At all. And she doesn't try to. She has her own way of "fixing things" that don't work. I'm just glad I have dad here to talk to when I feel bloody insane. He said he'd take me to the ( Read more... )

yeah, and life barrels on like a runaway train
where the passengers change
they don't change anything
you get off
( someone else can get on )

Dad's here. Finally. The house is actually calm. The whole family is just glad he's finally here. Mum has taken an insurmountable amount of naps. I've watched an insurmountable amount of television and cleaned a bloody lot tooPlus I havent been out of this house in a while. Ive barely met anyone. I really need to be more social. This accent is ( Read more... )

I'm tired and hungry. Not much sleep last night. I have to take care of my siblings during the day and dont get to start my homework untill ten or eleven, at the earliest. My house is in bloody chaos. Dad, get here. Now.

Plus, I'm getting worse. Hands shaking, less sleep, lost appetite, the whole lot. I can't up my dose without a new doctor. I can ( Read more... )

I've been bored out of my mind. My dad's left his job, finally, and will get here in a week or two ( Read more... )

Last night she said
Oh baby I feel so down
When you turn me off
When I feel left out
So I, I turned round
Oh baby don't care no more
I know this for sure
( I'm walking out that door )

So I'm fucking grounded. It's bloody stupid. My mom and I got in a fight. She called me crazy said some mean things so I called her a bloody cunt said some mean things back. Hayley was crying like mad and we both got pretty upset but I don't think she felt remorsefull at all so I don't either.

I hate it when she tells me I'm crazy. I already feel ( Read more... )

So some twat is doing "ollie oops" or whatever the fuck they are off the sidewalk in front of my house. Skateboarders don't deserve to live, honostly. Maybe he'll get hit by a car. I hope so, I could use a good laugh ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I officially start Degrassi. I didn't have to start till tomorrow, they were giving me an "adjustment period." Not quite adjusted, I'd say, but I have to go. It's too early for me to ditch. Plus, spring break is soon anyway. Not like its fucking spring. So fucking cold here. Better than rain, though ( Read more... )

I know that it is freezing, but I think we have to walk
I keep waving at the taxi's, they keep turning their lights off
But Julie knows a party at some actors West side loft
( Supplies are endless in the evening, by the morning they'll be gone )