The Recipe For Lissa
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So I am at work on New Years EVE. Horrible. I miss Luciano.

The holidays suck. It's hard. I remember the first Christmas with Luciano. I remember bringing home a little tree to his place. Him decorating the tree while I was making dinner. I just remember laughing to myself how cute he looked decorating the tree to make it look perfect. For Christmas eve he spent with his family in LA but on Christmas ( Read more... )

So its official there are are no decent men out there. No on can ever take or top the love that I had for Luciano and the love he had for me. He will always be in my heart and in my mind. Lately I have been reaching to get to know someone I even gave him all of my PASSWORDS and even access to this journal. This is the person that found me on " ( Read more... )

I was browsing online and seen this memorial plaque which instantly reminded me of Luciano...

"A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands put to rest; God broke our hearts to prove to us, He only takes the best."

I talked to Luciano's mother Rocio yesterday . Since his death I haven't really been talking to her. I try to keep tabs with her, how she is doing and hwo the family is doing. Its very hard when I talk to her she always makes me cry. Whenever I talk to her she tells me she see's Luciano in me, or she feels that she is talking to Luciano when she ( Read more... )

SOOOO, I have been wanting a damn laptop and a lcd flatscreen tv and dammit now is the time to do it. Bestbuy had a dope deal where you can get a sony vaio for only 399. FOR only 15 people which they were going to give out those tickets at 3am. So I drove my ass and my cousins ass to best buy thinking I would be one of the first people there. Boy ( Read more... )

Yes sounds desperate I know ( Read more... )

So I was just looking how lame my journal looks and I realized a quote that I had on my journal.

"Every time I reach for love, it's taken away. There's nothing wrong wanting to be loved. Is there something wrong with me? For once in my life I'd like to be really set free. Let me be me."Now this I had put up years ago. Ironic isn't it? A little ( Read more... )

AHHHH,,..Home, and getting paid from work. I love working for a Bank!