For his service it was both in spanish and in english, his family had a little pamplet for his service which was all in spanish, so I had Lucy translate it for me.

A good son, loving of the life and brother example, of heart, humble, understanding and withoutfear to the failure. Luciano lived his life sharing with his closest and dear beings ( Read more... )

It's hard. I am back in vegas where we lived. It's hard to go to sleep and to know he will never be sleeping next to me while I am in his arms again. It's hard to realize that I will never get to feel your touch or kisses again or to hear you say I love you. It's hard to comprehend that your gone ( Read more... )

There is this song that Luciano use to sing to me in the morning while he was getting ready for work. It was such a dorky song but just always made me laugh. After I found out he had passed away I would hear that song every morning in my head, him singing it continuously. Every morning until Easter Sunday. That Sunday I didn't hear my song or ( Read more... )

I was debating whether or not I wanted to actually post some of these entries but by sharing this experience it helps me to vent.

I got the call on Monday April 2, 2007 at 12:20 am. It was Racqual, Luciano's cousin who I had met a few times at his family gatherings. I got the worst call anyone could ever receive about their loved one. Racqual called me to let me know that Luciano was in a car accident early Sunday morning around 6:50 am in the morning driving on the 15 ( Read more... )

Since I probably won't get any therapy until the next couple of weeks lj is my therapy until further notice.

"The best days of my life have been with you" Is what he told me continuously a month before he passed away. I just wish I had told him that I felt the same. The times that we spent together were the best times of my life. Whether it was from shopping at the 99 cent store (when we were poor together) or just you and me laying together in bed ( Read more... )

So,....looks like I am going to start playing house with slimy I mean we were practically living together anyways the only time I would actually go "home" would be like once a week. Since Joanna and Laurie don't want me living with them anymore!! But im actually excited I'm already planing on bringing all of my little brothers up here in July so ( Read more... )

"In the most explosive interview ever about Whitney Houston, Tina tells how the 42-year-old singer spends days locked in her bedroom amid piles of garbage smoking crack, using sex toys to satisfy herself and ignoring personal hygiene ( Read more... )

It seems just when I am on top of things something always pulls me on top of things something always pulls me back down.

PS I never met my valentine goal ;/
damn those hostess yellow cupcakes