i exist.
you're very welcome.
too bad you're just a worthless shit.

you werent concerned.
you're a cokehead for fucks sake.
you simply wanted to show her that you were good.
that i was bad.
that your "concern" in a "friend" would show that you were truely caring.
and truely careful.
a good kid.
you're my path of light.

thanks for that.

9:00
another day.
i expect it should be worse.
im even more alone this time.
sunday. all of it.
now my cold body is rocking back and fourth on a dirty blanket.
im illegal.
i feel like an immigrant.
smuggle me into the country. smuggle me into hell.

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im afraid that i dont have much time left with my right nipple.
i feel as though one day it may shrivel up like a raison and fall off my body.
and as i fall to my knees, with my dear friend in my hands,
it softly whispers "you should have cleaned me out with some fucking sea salt, you asshole."

1. Rachel doesn't know what the fuck she wants.
2. According to Rachel MacKay, the indunstrial piercing is also by far the most painful piercing in the world.
3. I love her.

it was all just extra play-time.
it was his everything.

it was a fun 10 minutes.
it was the most painful decision he would ever have to make.

it would have been a big sleepover.
it would have been never being able to see her again.

he wanted to pick her up every morning and drive her to school. he wanted to spend any time he could with her. even if the drive wasn't that long.

i get it.
if im not convenient, why bother?
put me on the backburner until you need me to fill in your time slots.
got it.

i've grown intolerant of pretty much everyone who isnt melissa may-ann godfrey.
my immunities are fucked. i'm allergic to everyone.
everyone makes me gag and tear to think that i really did think they were friends.

so i did it.
hazaa.

...like kazaa.
but slower.

300 more words, you faggot.