i am so so sick of arguing with people. why does it have to be so hard to stand up for what you believe in. and why do i have to have the kind of narrow-minded, limp-wristed, ignorant, arrogant, racist, pathetic and stubborn people in my life that i do now. why is it that people can see the profoundness in the simplicity i hold onto. face it, i ( Read more... )

so i had classes today - my school is lame like that. but i hope everyone else had a solid day off, and are enjoying themselves (cough ryan and veronica's one year anniversary cough). but really, snow, on the eighth of november? this is ridiculous. sure, it's romantic to watch it come down - but it all too often overstays its welcome. i just miss ( Read more... )

it's not like the person i want to read this ever will. i've just been feeling like i'm cutting all of my losses and moving on too quickly. just trying to get away from the way i'm feeling right now ( Read more... )

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last night was one of those night that we don't forget, but wasn't as good as they way I hoped it would be.
of all the things that could have happened, of all the bands for this to befall, it was hot cross. their van broke down in new york, so they couldn't make the show. upon hearing this, i felt like my stomach fell out. all this for nothing?? ( Read more... )

found out my aunt has liver cancer.
found out today is going to suck until 4.
here's hoping everything goes according to plan
and that i do not die dancing tonight.

dave.

bush won. to all you bush haters: who's the moron now? looks like more people are on my side.
hot cross show tomorrow!!!!! you have no idea how hard i will bring the mosh, and how awesome it will be.
and life is very bland. and i'm feeling very malicious. hopefully it'll pass.

it's like you hacked out my heard
and i'm still around

dave!

what a lousy day. teachers don't show up, classes are just write-offs, and i have accomplished nothing today. school is like forced labour. and the work we do, we get paid in marks. it's terrible, i'm hating the system right now. and hating the environment i'm in. it's so condusive to my terribly bad moods. the people are just so stressful ( Read more... )

( but now that it's over, this doesn't matter )

i need to focus my time into accomplishing things that tangibly affect other people. it makes me feel better about myself, and more overall purpose in life. i feel i spent today well, and will finish it strong. i know i sound like some lame motivational speaker, or someone half-arsed baptist pastor, but i mean it. i am going to do something with my ( Read more... )