i think i'm going to abandon my lj account. i don't want to erase my journal because i did that to my first account and i really regret it now. but i won't be writing anymore and i won't be checking for updates from other people. not like i'm missing anything, just letting you guys know.

happy halloween, sluts!

napoleon died this afternoon. i had cleaned his cage and wanted to give him a bath before i put him back in it, he died in the water while i was holding him. he didn't drown, he just kind of went limp a little bit at a time until his eyes rolled back and he was gone ( Read more... )

sam and i broke up today. he said we can still be friends, which is amazing because he's a cool guy and a good person. i just don't love him the way he deserves to be loved.

i hope that in a few days he'll feel the same way i do, that this is better. i hope. hurting his feelings was hard.

i've recently had like three dreams involving dan. in at least one of them he was the star. but he's angry with me (in my dreams), even though i haven't seen him in years (except once, breifly, and we hardly spoke). i also have had false "dan sightings" that end in double-takes ( Read more... )

it's me!

so, today is Forgiveness Sunday and it means that the lenten fast starts tomorrow. i need to go to confession on saturday (hopefully that will do me until Pascha ( Read more... )

my dad and i talked for a long time tonight, and it was one of the best nights of my life. thank God for my dad, really and truly. i'm so glad that i was too sick to go out and stayed home instead ( Read more... )

( in case you didn't catch it on myspace... )

as a note for myself ( Read more... )