It seems like I have no friends anymore.
I used to have two of the best.

One doesn't seem to care about my feelings.
The other never seems to want to hang out.

Maybe times are just tough?
Maybe things will get better?
Maybe it is all in my head?

I doubt it.
♥

Dan and I built a hookah table on Wednesday night. It's like a foot tall and I started to cover it with fabric. Yesterday morning, my mom comes in my room and tells me that she knocked over the vase and it shattered ( Read more... )

Work is lame.
I want to go home.
I want to see Dan.
But I'm stuck here.
I miss Tawni.
♥

Yeah, I took some somas last night for the first time.
I finally met up with Dan, and we quickly made up.
We started watching Donnie Darko with my sis and Julia.
Then Thomas called so we went and bought our somas.
The three of us went to Garrett's house and hung out with him and Jon and three bitcheds.
I was happy that Garrett finally had girls over.
I ( Read more... )

This weekend sure did have potential.
Friday was Thomas' party.
Dan and I could not find any pills.
There were way too many bros and hoes.
I stood outside with Dan, Kat, Dustin and the other Dustin.
The keg ran out.
All the shallow bitches depressed me.
But then Dan and I got Lenny.
Went to his house, drank our smirnoff, and hit the bubbler.
I know.. I hit ( Read more... )

Last night I smoked a little bit. Now I remember why I don't hang out with people who smoke. It tempts me soo bad, and I don't want to start smoking again ( Read more... )

So my boss and I just got back from our lunch in PB. This job is pretty chill, but I wish I didn't have to work all summer ( Read more... )

I drank way too much last night. I got baligerant and self consious. I just wanted to leave and go to sleep. I'm sorry I caused such a scene. Thank you all for not letting me drive, I was quite fucked up. I don't even remember parts of last night. Besides the leaving part, I had a good time ( Read more... )

So Dan and I are back together. He is going to quit smoking for his own reasons, not for me, which makes me happy ( Read more... )

I broke up with Dan last night.

I'm
so
flippin
depressed.

I miss him hardcore.

Maybe I'm regrettin it already?