Arghhh. I just got back from sleeping at Mikes. Last night we went to Harry's garage and nothing was really happening there. But we went out with Harry and some of his friends to go get some weed. We were like walking down macArthur at like 12 in the morning and shit. It was kinda scary. So we got some weed and went to Laurel school to smoke it. We ( Read more... )

it's hella early in the morning ( like 9:30 ) and i got woken up the stupid dorbell. I didn't go anywhere last night. I think Mike went to his friend Pauls house and got wasted. i heard about this party that Larissa was throwing, but i didn't have a way there and i don't think i really even wanted to go. It would be hella hard dealing with all ( Read more... )

having nothing to do,
Sounds good right now
Fiending romances,
with sleeping sounds
again and again,
like a rolling stone
heavy bitterness,
and freezing cold
Those eyes i saw,
but know not how
sweet tenderness,
Sounds good right now

Ahhhhhhhh i'm not sure when the last time i updated was, but i think i told you about the fact that i hadn't slept in 36 hours and shit. Ok well, after that i went home and went to sleep. I ended up not having to go to summer school. BUt i did drive all the way out to Contra Costa after having wole up at like 6:30 a.m.!!!!! So we took the back way ( Read more... )

Haven't slept in 37 hours ( Read more... )

The pain it hurts
As once it did
Soft velvet shirts
And moonlit kids
Sweet slumbers caress
as it drifts away
And the dawning sun
Strikes up the play

ARghhhhhh i'm hella bored. I cleaned all day yesterday to score some bank, with which i will percure some cigarettes. And i tink i'm gonna clean some more today. Cause i need more markers. SHITTTT i just remembered that Jourells took some of my markers. Emily if you talk to him will you ask if he has them. Those were hella expensive, but i'm sure ( Read more... )

I have a sixth sense
And maybe one day it will be wrong
It comes on at night
And serenades me with it's hopeless song
It gets the adrenaline pumping
For the upcoming fall
But i wont let it win
Cause i'm the one in control

I'm hella bored at the moment. I kinda want to go out, but not really. Arghhhh i'm worried that i'm pissing MIke off or something. But it's prbly just my paranoia. I hate being paranoid it's the worst thing in the world ( Read more... )

i don't even know where to start ( Read more... )