last night was interesting. At around 11:30 i went to Mike's to drink with Robbey and there friend teddy. Then Robbey left and we went to Mike's friend Harry's house. Or should i say garage. Amy was there and she was really drunk. So we're passing around a bottle of vodka, and i'm drinking and all is good. But then i take a shot of vodka and i ( Read more... )

Sweetly Sobbing
I could have fallen inside
The glacieral crevice
and been swallowed alive
i teared up
for the sake of doing so
I'm fucked up
and this i know
i've been down this road
i can see my tracks
stretching forever ahead
and never turning back
The fog is thick
atleast that's what i remember
The sky warns me
of the oncoming thunder

sorry is for sympathizers
Trailling ashes in the dust
empty headed lunatics
caught up in the throws of lust
i'll paint a pretty picture
And dedicate it to you
to calm this swelling guilt
And to change this sunlit hue
I'll never be won over
It's my fate that lies ahead
tragedy is sober
From a bullet to the head

I am soooooooo bored. I went to montclair today cause i needed to get some nicotine ( inject it straight into my viens!!!!) But only jourelle and david were there. So i bumbed a Cigg off them and smoked. Oh yeah, i got an ice cream cone. It was gooooood. Jourelle gave me a ride home. And now i'm hella bored. I feel hella wierd, cause i did ( Read more... )

Went to SF sunday night with jourelle, Greg EWwwwwwwwww, Mike and David. It hella sucked. Jourelle was trying to race ppl, but they didn't wanna race him or something. So we just drove around for a long ass time. We ended up going to the beach and just walking, which sucked. Cause it was hella cold. so then we went home at around 2 a.m. and i ( Read more... )

i saw Andrew at imusicast. He wanted to hang out after the show. But he never got online so i signed off. Then Mike called me and wanted to hang out, so i hung out with Mike. I crashed at his house until like 6 in the morning, 6 in the morning ( ohhh that's a song o_O ) yeah so then i stumbled back to my house and slept until like just now. And ( Read more... )

Chain smoking,
For lack of something better
We need a ride,
To hide us from this weather
Passed out,
Is what i like to be
I missed all my appointments,
but fun never comes for free
I heard he got aressted,
And mommy took his keys
Now you don't have a ride,
So come waste away with me

ALRIGHT. I've definitley got some explanin' to do, as Ricky from I Love Lucy would say. Ok so this is what happened. I went to Montclair with Mike cause i thought i was going to go get drunk with him and Robbey that night. But Robbey totally ditched us so we just hung out in Montclair for like 5 million hours ( Read more... )

yeah so i went to montclair today. I mostly hung out with mike and people. We went up tp Indian Hill cause we thought we were going to score some weed. But it never happened. So we just ended up smoking like 3 cigarettes to try and kill the boredom. And then i just pretty much hung out with mike and possey all day. And i had really good nachos..... ( Read more... )

I'll buy a pretty pink kimono
And give it to you
To adress the dawning Sky
With the emptiness of the view
Feng Shui has a meaning
I'm sure i'll find it in the end
But what's the sake of bleeding
If you'll just do it all again