So for those of you who didn't hear, I went in for my appt with the specialist on Tuesday. They did an ultrasound and found out that Jacob was in breech position and that they would have to do a c-section on me. They said they'd have my doctors set it up and let me know what day it would be. As soon as I got home my doctors told me that I would be ( Read more... )

I went for my doctor's appointment today. It turns out that the rash that started on my stomach and moved all over my body is something called cholestasis. When I got home I looked it up. It's a liver disorder that happens during pregnancy sometimes. My doctor says they're going to have to induce my labor a week early. I'm really scared right now. ( Read more... )

It's official, I'm 37 weeks today. That means that the baby can come at any time and he won't be premature anymore. So now comes the waiting, my due date isn't actually for 3 more weeks, but hopefully he'll come before then. Of course now I've started to get stretch marks really really bad. Went most of my pregnancy with only minor stretch marks ( Read more... )

Have you ever had a nightmare, but not really a nightmare because you're awake when it happens? You go into almost a trance and have this clear vision in your mind almost as if you were dreaming, but you're not tired at all and you're wide awake? I keep having the same one over and over every time I relax and have nothing to distract me. I'm giving ( Read more... )

So my baby shower was the other day. It started out as a great day, and for the most part, it was. Of course Chris had to go and ruin what would have otherwise been the first really great day I've had in months. So I asked Chris to come over and go through all the presents with me and of course he forgot. I wanted to show him all of the stuff we ( Read more... )

Here's some belly pics for all you weirdos that keep bugging me to post some. hehe. This is how much I've grown from Feb. 17th to April 7th.


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So I was going through old aim conversations that I used to have with Chris. Not because I was sitting and trying to dwell. I honestly needed to free up some space on my comp since my saved aim conversations take up 83 mb on my computer atm. I really need to stop saving every convo I have. So I was going through and deciding what to delete and ( Read more... )

So I had a long talk with Chris a little while ago. Not really a long talk as in time wise, just a lot of things were discussed. I told him how I feel about him not being there for me and the baby right now. I told him that he needed to understand that the things he does affects me, whether he and I like it or not, and in turn affect the baby. I ( Read more... )